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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

✐my super hero✍

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mohammad johar hj hussain
my beloved ayah
my super hero
my everything
the man who always inside my heart
take a good care on me
nice to me
love me

you don't k now how much i love him and just how much i need him every single day!
you wouldn't know that until you find the truth
every year  my family and i   are leave by this guy
so that he  can do his job when or where he is ordered to.
well, you can say that anyone  loves their father
but, i  want to ask you,
how much??? how much you care about your father?
every single year, month, week, day , hour, minute and second or a moment...
he always do his great job and that  is how our family get to make a better life..
it is because of him.!
i admired him!
he is my super hero...
i love him!

he flew away to jakarta for the first year of his ordered!
i was in my standard 4..
imagine that you'll be leaving by your father at that age..
but, i really patient and i taught myself that he is going nowhere..
haha
then, straight away, he got and offer some year later to fly to oman
and then to kuwait
to vietnam
and lately he went to saudi arabia, jeddah!
and he got a chance perform his umrah
Alhamdulillah, good for him!
may Allah bless him forever.







nurtisya will be leaving by his father again!
poor her..

hahahahah..




take note: my father will fly to jeddah tomorrow!
gonna miss him!











❥fall in love❥


usually we all know that everyone has their own story. story that is about their life, secret, feeling and anything that every single man should have!
but, you need to know that this is just not about anything, its about yourself.
how you control yourself from these and those so that you free from the question on 'hows and whys'

example me!
i am a teenage girl who want a better life every single day!
i prayed, i work hard so later, i won't have to cry on anyone's shoulder....
hurm..
we'll take a deep breath as we walk into the door!
i am an oldest sister in my family..
i need to treat my siblings and also take care of myself.
truth be true, i never had a lover!

ouh, now you said that i am soooooo virgin..
hahah..
well, you know, sometimes everything that all people have, we doesn't get a chance in between..
why?
ask yourself.
i never had a lover because it never meant to be.
yes, as normal teenage, i easily fall for men
but not just any men..
i try to find someone special, someone can make my life PERFECT!
someone can be with me all the time and share anything we need to..
but, unfortunately... it doesn't happen to me..
maybe it is just not my luck..

or MAY be.. 
someone special for me is someone better than i used to know!
i hope so..
actually, i am no regret on what happen to me..
i always be praised to ALLAH for what happen to me..
because only HIM knew what was and will happen to me..
i am actually lucky to be like this because i am free from any relationship that only can make my life stuck!
and make my study sucks!
but...
i always make myself to adore someone so that he can act as my supporter in my life..
even though we really never meant to be or i am in my sweet dream!
haahha


i only hope that one day, i can pursue a good life with people around me
and never regret as always..except regret on sin!
i need a passion to make my life interesting , to make people love me..
whoah! just nice,..






Tuesday, September 14, 2010

first trial

today,
i wanna bake cake for my family and my neighbours
hopefully i'm gonna make it btecause i really put myself in this course
actually, i wanna be a baker one day..
i wanna have my factory, my branch...
its gonna make my life rock!
hehehe.

hopefully, i got some compliment.
hahahha..
okay then,
btw, i will post my first trial cake later..
thank you!

when the first time

i am a girl
can be your sweet friends
can be your lovely daughters
can be your great teachers
can be your dedicate boss


but you must now that i am a girl
still a girl
and always a girl
but, being a girl doesn't mean that i'm not ready to be

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