❥fall in love❥

usually we all know that everyone has their own story. story that is about their life, secret, feeling and anything that every single man should have!

but, you need to know that this is just not about anything, its about yourself.

how you control yourself from these and those so that you free from the question on 'hows and whys'

example me!

i am a teenage girl who want a better life every single day!

i prayed, i work hard so later, i won't have to cry on anyone's shoulder....

hurm..

we'll take a deep breath as we walk into the door!

i am an oldest sister in my family..

i need to treat my siblings and also take care of myself.

truth be true, i never had a lover!

ouh, now you said that i am soooooo virgin..

hahah..

well, you know, sometimes everything that all people have, we doesn't get a chance in between..

why?

ask yourself.

i never had a lover because it never meant to be.

yes, as normal teenage, i easily fall for men

but not just any men..

i try to find someone special, someone can make my life PERFECT!

someone can be with me all the time and share anything we need to..

but, unfortunately... it doesn't happen to me..

maybe it is just not my luck..

or MAY be.. 

someone special for me is someone better than i used to know!

i hope so..

actually, i am no regret on what happen to me..

i always be praised to ALLAH for what happen to me..

because only HIM knew what was and will happen to me..

i am actually lucky to be like this because i am free from any relationship that only can make my life stuck!

and make my study sucks!

but...

i always make myself to adore someone so that he can act as my supporter in my life..

even though we really never meant to be or i am in my sweet dream!

haahha

i only hope that one day, i can pursue a good life with people around me

and never regret as always..except regret on sin!

i need a passion to make my life interesting , to make people love me..

whoah! just nice,..